My Letter To You

As time goes by I see us slipping
Falling lower and lower into this dark hole
Trying to get up
And pull ourselves out
I know u understand what I'm talking about
We've been at it for a while now
Holding back the tears
I can tell that you have been waiting for this day to come
That's how I know if the time comes you won't have any fall left
I know you will be sad
But I can see you  won't shed a tear
After awhile you might even start to smile
Thinking of the peace that you now hold
I know I'm not going to be loud or bold
When it comes down to this
Because I really do love and care
I just don't know how much more you can bare
I sit here now knowing your worth it
I know that sooner or later this all will calm down
Because we have been through so much
When at the end of the day I will enjoy your slightest touch
But this is not the end to us
I told you from the start I won't give up
I know this might be tough
But you are my always and Forever
No matter what
Forever and ever.

Inner Confession

Waking up empty and motionless
How could life be growing into this big mess
Having everyday being a struggle
Carrying loads by loads within a big bundle

Being tossed back and forth by you, love
Making me push back and hold my tender guards up
Feelings feeling so different that I shove them deep
And try to hide them

It's me or you
Maybe it's both of us
Being hurt by my actions that are so real and true
If you ask me how this happened I'd just say because of the trust

I'm not sure I trust you with my heart
I know it must feel as though I led u on by staying this long
But I just realized with the time that's measured on my little chart
By I must start my confession with this little song that comes from the bottom of my  heart.