Lost Causes

I am mad about this
How my feelings feel dissed
Knowing this is wrong
But yet it's what my heart longs
Yeah I feel bad
And I know you do too
But then after we were so glad
that we couldn't be mad
we are both taken
And I wouldn't want to do anything to have your relationship shaken 
My feelings run deep
So much that my heart can't speak
I'm quiet because the one who I connected with from the start
Is now at the top of my chart
I love you and I mean it
And I'll keep telling you so you don't forget it
It's hard though
Knowing how I feel
But knowing it's going to kill
This will never be
As if I was a lock and you a random key.

Love Scars

It's like we're trying to move forward but we're still moving backwards
We're trying to turn the page but were stuck in this chapter
It's like we are free to have a future but it's driven by our past
Cause every other day is reminded of our last
And we're both tired of this song but can't seem to turn it off
We both tried to leave before but at the time we'd get lost
And ironically with being lost we found each other
So the cycle beings again
With friends trying to master love
It's as though I'm trying to recover,
This place you once held in my heart
It's amazing how you sit so close but feels as though we are miles apart
It's obvious
We both grow tired and fatigue from this game
And it seems as though the only thing we have in Common is pain
I know love takes time but I feel it was rushed
So it's been a countdown since the time we met
It's evidence that time has officially let

True Friend

the trust is real.
You might not know it
But it happens to be a big deal
We have only be talking for a little bit
But the love still fits

You are my friend
My sister
And it all started with a little listen
I love you
And appreciate you

I know you have a small circle
And I know you love deep
But this is not me trying to be all sweet
We are close
Not like most
Like the ones you would find on the southern coast

Simple and sweet
Quiet and oh so meek
You have the best vibe
That can calm a small child
But that's who you are

Sammy the sweet
Whose words are yet so deep
Whose face hold those chubby cheeks
And shockingly you are a freak in the sheets