What Life Could Have Been

Looking back, I realize that life was just too good for me. It could have been and was going to be until I realized that the life you lived in was just too good for me. I wanted to I did and I know I still do to this day but I know I'm only good at bringing those around me down. All of this is just a metaphor for how my life is just going downhill but I have yet to move. I have no life. I just live and what comes at me just flies right past and never looks back. I could have chosen a different fate for myself but I did not want to. Only because i know that life is too good for me.