To My Sweet Tiffany

My sweet Tiffany
The name just sounds like a pure symphony
Going into her artistic ways
Makes a dream last for days

It doesn't matter
The amount of time we chitter or chatter
I still enjoy ever word she says to me
So I know my dream was meant be

I told myself to hold my guards up
So I wouldn't get hurt
And just with such luck
I find myself stuck

I know I just met her out of the blue
But my feelings  are so real and true
I wanna step back so I don't trip
Or fall with no such grip

So I hope she keeps me afloat
Be the sail to my boat
So we can sail the seven seas
Instead of letting me fall like the October leaves

Real and True

is our love real and true?
over the years that I have known you
I only knew you as my love
so innocent and simple

At first you were just a friend
then as time went by I seen more
I seen the beauty that you held
the power you have over me is unbreakable

You were my first
and I was the same to you
but is our love real and true
even though we aren't together at the time
because we try to fight our feelings that we hold behind

Knowing there will always be an us
to the future that we hold close
and dear to our hearts
yes im scared to hurt you
and I care about you more than anyone

I know once we put our weakness for each other aside
that you will once again be mine
again out of countless times
yeah we are complicated but that's us
because our love is real and true

Loosen Up

A protective parent makes a sneaky child
one that doesn't go anywhere
or know what the real world looks like

A strict parent leads to bad child
good in sight
terrible behind closed doors

Now who is to blame for such behavior
the child? or the parent?
either way something is wrong with the system

Good or bad
a child will be a child
Choose to protect or say no

Either way you cant change the child
no matter how hard you try
so be strict and harsh

you cant be there forever
they will find a way around you
if you like it or not

Take Control Over Me

The feeling of no control
Surrounds my body
not wanting to let you go
because im wanting more

Hold me
let the control be
you hit the spot to the T
in which you hold the key

The key to my heart
is a very important part
I love you
and I know you love me too

Inner Feelings

Deep and dark
Inside my hollow heart
Is how I see myself
That I store on a top shelf
So high that none can reach
And some cant see
The misery I hold
That was never meant to be

Friendship Is Key

I was lost in your eyes when you told me
I wasn't thinking you weren't serious
I took it as a joke and you knew it wasn't meant to be
So you had to be delirious

Yes, I love you
and care for you too
but my love is sisterly
so its really not meant to be

I don't want to hurt you or break your heart
I don't wanna see you found broken up in a cart
So be a sweet tart and walk away
so your heart wont decay

I value our friendship and everything that comes with it
But if I really love you I would tell you the truth
I don't know how to say no
So this is how is goes

Tales On Love

What happened to the romance of it all
when saying I love you came to fall
when a smile could turn the world upside down
and acting like a clown to make their world go round

And now its weird
Spending money comes into play
Buy them a ring to make their day
and wait for what they say

Take them places so they can thank you
for the effort 
and the things that you do
And then might ask for you to kiss their shoe

Jokes aside
that I lie
But seriously what's the point if that's your meaning of love
Its not a fairy tale or the movement of a dove.

As I Lie Here Waiting

Looking in your eyes I see me
I see myself falling everyday
Over and over again
I try to pick myself back up

Holding on to your long winter coat
I catch a gimps
Of what I now call love
Holding on to forever

Like a child hold on to their blanket
Every night calling for you
Wanting every minute to be spent on you
And yet I am here lying in bed waiting on you to come

I wait up day and night
Wanting you to keep me company
Waiting for you to lie next to me
In the empty spot on my bed

I realize that my wait isn't up yet
I know I wont give up
I will keep waiting
Because you withhold that warm place in my heart.

The Silent Soul

On the summer breeze I hear a voice
I cant figure out what its saying
cant understand it
Like its a different language
I walk closer
the voice is still fading
I try to run
run
I run out of breath
Cant run anymore
The voice is gone
Its silent
Now I feel alone
I felt better when I was curious
Now its gone
Mystery has yet to be solved
Now im just here
with my curiosity

The Maze of Life

Life's like a maze
to many mistakes can make you want to give up
or if your brave enough
just work through it
out of confusion

Most people try to be brave 
and work through the confusion
but after a while 
when it gets to hard
you start to question yourself

and the first question will always be
is this worth all this stress
and hard work
then you get to the point
when you know you cant finish it

Well at least not the right way
and finally you just have to move on
because you and everyone around you
know that your not making any progress
so you give up and move on

then when time goes by
you look back at it
and say
wow all I needed was a right turn
and I would have finished it

How does it feel to fall in love?

How does it feel
knowing you are emotionally glued to a person
Knowing you wont be the same person you were if it ended
You will feel incomplete without being near that person
You forget about everything around you and only them
so how did I feel when I fell in love
I felt confused and about to die
but in a good way

Failing

I fail
Fail at life
Fail with making it with you
Just fail

How can I make it
When I keep doing the stupid shit that I do
But will you see my failure
Hiding it so well

To the point that I sometimes forget
How bad I can be
How I have the flaws that ruin me
Everything that I have

Everything that I worked for
All gone
Because I keep repeating myself
And the things that I do

All because of the failure
I hold
So close and dear
To my heart

Not Going Back

I say no feelings are involved
But that might be a lie
I hate the feelings that I have
But imma hide them
Cover them up
Shove them under the carpet
The one that no one knows about

I have someone
I don't need you to ruin things for me
Yeah we had a history
But like I said we had a history
But that's it
Nothing more
Nothing less

I am in love
Someone close to me
Someone I loved from the start
So leave me alone
And keep things like they are
As friends and that's it

Off My Chest

Being worried fills me up
Pain fills my body
Tears seem to fall
Not knowing what tomorrow holds
Only thing I know is that
Im happy you were by my side during
All of the headache

You walked with me
And held my hand
You seen my pain
And felt it just the same

You are my best friend
That wouldn't be replaced

You know my love for you is unconditional
That only reason for it
Is that god brought you in
My life to stay

You are my freedom
When I feel trapped
You are my breath
When I cant breathe

I love you
And I just wanted to get that off my chest

Uncontrolled Feelings

My feelings run deep
how I usually feel
but yet they sink
for someone whose unknown
to you

I love you
yes
but you aren't here
with me and I am ok with it

its just hard
living without you

To My Love

To my love that I see
to the love that I hold
to the love that comes with me
to the love comes willingly

Hold me tight
hold me right
even if I cry with all my might

Never let me go
never let me leave
doing this ill love you easily

Hold my hand
Hold it right
Never let go
just hold it tight

Lost Love

 

My love was once lost
but then I found you
you taught me never to give up
when it came down to my feelings
you showed me what real love looked like
you became the one I saw my future with
and now I call you my love
once it was lost
but you found it

How do you know

How do you know if she is the one
Looking into her eyes
You see what could be
Then looking back
You see yourself going in the same pattern
Over and over
Trying to give your all
But this time is she worth it
All the pain and heartbreak
Will she do me like the rest
Or will she treat you as though your her best
Will she seal you as a crest
Either way I hope you pass her test.

I think im falling again

what do I do if I fall again.
I try so hard to stay on my feet
but all seems to fail when I find a balance
You stand next to me
Poke your foot out
And make me stumble
Heads over heels
In love with you
And I cant help
But love you