Not Going Back

I say no feelings are involved
But that might be a lie
I hate the feelings that I have
But imma hide them
Cover them up
Shove them under the carpet
The one that no one knows about

I have someone
I don't need you to ruin things for me
Yeah we had a history
But like I said we had a history
But that's it
Nothing more
Nothing less

I am in love
Someone close to me
Someone I loved from the start
So leave me alone
And keep things like they are
As friends and that's it