Big Decisions (Pt.1)

Thinking of all the goods and the bads
Makes my days long and forced to last
Being here and being there is becoming a sad struggle
Like all my my feelings and emotions gathered up in a small huddle
I live in the present but yet I only see a future
I love you and I know being without you will be pure torture
I just can't seem to make up my mind
It's Nothing new it's just that my love seems blind
I know I have no room to talk
And it's like my mind just shuts down and goes in shock.
I hate explaining myself and the things I do.
But I'm not yours and that's all according to you
If I turn right
It's like the light just turned bright
If I turn left
It's like I took a heart being a petty theft