A Catch Up Of My Life

Well Its may and its almost a month left before I move out so I am thinking on the 13th I will be fully packed in may but my parents seem to want me out more and more each day because they say I look miserable there and I was talking to Toni and she was telling me how since she is living there alone she now sees all the things that she loved in her dads house. And all the things she missed. She said she had it quite easy. Loved how her dad would clean her car off when it snowed and how he would clean the kitchen and do her laundry and now I have to talk her through the whole process of how to do it. And I just realized that she is good with the real world type labor deals and I am good with house hold and school things because that was how I was raised stayed home and cleaned then read a lot on my free time. when she is good at handling people with money and all of that so we complete each other. So on Easter break I was with her about every day for the time I had off and Wednesday we had a date day and we just went to the house and cleaned everything then got comfortable and cuddled... lol yeah cuddled. then after we went out to get pizza. I paid. and went back to the house to eat and then went home. I just wanted a night of peace with only her and she seemed to enjoy it because we needed alone time to just talk and chill. then Thursday I went to the gym and me and my sister were together, she wanted to see the house so I messaged toni to find out if she was home or not and she said she was. Funny thing is that when I pulled up to the house my fucking ex gf (Momo) was with 2 girls Carlie and Karlie. Both of the other two girls were actually friends of Toni's so I was like woah that's funny. so I was on the other side of the parking lot and I waited for them to drive off before getting out the car because if Momo saw me she would have wanted to catch up which I didn't have time for and Toni hates me talking to her ( long story) But that's one ex that is just like I can be cool with .. with distance involved haha. so they left and I walk inside and I see that her mom is sitting down and I greet her and she was nice but Toni looked annoyed by her I don't know why but I wasn't going to question it. My sister got a look around the house and she said she liked it so I was happy, then her brother Mike came in and he seen their mom and he walked away, her mom started crying and I was just like alright babe I will call you later because I can tell she wanted to cry or something and her mom just flipped so I gave her mom a hug and kissed Toni goodbye then I was kinda just sad knowing her family history and all that's going on so I left it at that and texted her asking if she was hungry so I could go buy her some so she would be happy again. Friday she worked and I had a track meet but it got cancelled because of the weather so I was free and my parents were gone all day and night so after she got off work she came over my house because I told her I had a box that was ready to go to the house because I just was cleaning and had a bunch of clothes I could put up because I barely wore them and she stayed awhile after that and we just cleaned together.... well I cleaned she sat there and talked to my sister and watched but she gave me a house key (BABY STEPS) later that night when she got home she was going through my bag (I told her it was okay) and I had to tell her that since we wear the same size basically I had a lot of sweat pants that were comfortable that she could wear and surly enough she took a shower and got in my sweat pants and one of my hoodies and was using all of my blankets. Just getting as much of me as possible. so I laughed at that. Saturday we both worked and we was going to go bowling but it was a long night and we were both in our feelings so we just stayed home and talked on the phone . sunday she came to my job and chilled there (she wore her glasses which I say that because I just found out she had them on Wednesday and I just thought she was so cute when she wore them so I figured that she only wore them because she knew I loved her in them) But I made her a lemonade, since it was a sunday and Easter it was a slow day so when I was free I would just go sit by her and talk and drink the lemonade because I knew she couldn't drink it alone. she never can finish her drinks sadly so we shared that. Out of nowhere this lady with long hair and a long skirt came in and started talking to Toni I was just like who tf lol but I seen her face and she was just chill so I went over there when the lady was ordering food and she said she didn't know the woman at all and that she was just a cool woman and then she came over and we all started talking they exchanged numbers and when I walked Toni out to her car she told me that the lady kept checking me out I laughed because I didn't notice but I was flattered that an older woman found me cute haha . Morgan messaged me and said she missed me being friends with her . I love her like I know we wont be together and I am so alright with that because I don't want her in that way anymore we are great friends tho and I was with her when she was going through a lot so we share that. But she knows Toni and I know her boyfriend because I went to school with him for a long time so we caught up with each others lives and that was about it and we are planning to hang out soon, she is happy that I am moving in with Toni then on Monday I had a track meet at Toni's old school so she came with her best friend and we all just hung out there and they watched me run. They were impressed. but that was about it and I am happy I got to spend time with her. So that's just a catch up on my life.