Letter to MJC

To be honest you were my first one I was with. But the funny thing is that you did me so petty when we were in public but yet I still treated you amazing. I don't know what kind of weird shit you were on because you were with me at school then you went to church and was with a guy and when you were with your friends who you lived by you were with another girl. At the time I didn't know and that was the only reason why I actually cared about you. I actually wanted to tell you that you were just a fake asshole who just wanted people to like you. So when a lot of people got confused when you had your first kid and you got lonely and we would talk and you would talk to me while he woke up late at night when everyone was sleep and telling me how you wanted our friend to last, but then when someone who asked if we dated you would lie and say we were nothing just because when you wanted me back I told you that you weren't my type because you looked like a dude and you were different and that was after you told me about the dream house we made up in grade school. I truly believe I would have been better off if we would have just stayed friends and no feelings were involved.
  What I learned from you is to never go with anyone who acts like you aren't important and lies about what you have with me. Are we friends now? Fuck no. I don't even try to communicate with you or even think about it. And you cheated on me so I dont really fully trust anyone who fucked me up like you did. Oh yeah but thank you though, if it wasn't for me being so weak after we stopped talking I would have never gotten as close to TLD as I did and now im on cloud 9.

Letters (Pilot)

Alright guys i'm here to begin my letters series. These are letters basically to my ex's and to all of you that don't personally know me and the ones I have been with well now you will know. This is basically saying what I got out of being with them and what I have learned looking back on it all. My fiancé knows i'm not like her and hate the people I have been with. I actually had to talk to her and get her point of view of why she dated the guys she dated and the relationship. It was a bit of a confusion going into it and learning that not everyone looked at relationships like I do or did. To me I thought you would get to know the person as you were together with them to actually see if you could make it you know. I always built a great friendship with my ex's while I was with them, but that isn't how everyone works I see. Here I go with my letters and my ex's might read these I know about 3 of them could. So read with an open heart that I am different when it comes down to relationships.

Quotes That Speak Truth

Hey guys,  sorry I haven't been blogging lately.  I moved out with no internet and my data has been out of wack.  But today I am moving my fiancé's brothers stuff around.  I learned in the time I have been with her that the saying "once you marry them, you marry their family too" I actually see that and it's interesting at times and yet hard at others.  I like it because they are so sweet and nice and actually really helpful.  And I see how she acts like them and where she comes from but at times I have to learn my place and know when to shut my mouth.  Basically what I'm saying is that with a serious relationship that is leading to marriage.  Thats all I have to say for today.  Next time I will be writing a little series, well letters basically that gave the same topics.  Have a great day guys.