To be honest you were my first one I was with. But the funny thing is that you did me so petty when we were in public but yet I still treated you amazing. I don't know what kind of weird shit you were on because you were with me at school then you went to church and was with a guy and when you were with your friends who you lived by you were with another girl. At the time I didn't know and that was the only reason why I actually cared about you. I actually wanted to tell you that you were just a fake asshole who just wanted people to like you. So when a lot of people got confused when you had your first kid and you got lonely and we would talk and you would talk to me while he woke up late at night when everyone was sleep and telling me how you wanted our friend to last, but then when someone who asked if we dated you would lie and say we were nothing just because when you wanted me back I told you that you weren't my type because you looked like a dude and you were different and that was after you told me about the dream house we made up in grade school. I truly believe I would have been better off if we would have just stayed friends and no feelings were involved.
What I learned from you is to never go with anyone who acts like you aren't important and lies about what you have with me. Are we friends now? Fuck no. I don't even try to communicate with you or even think about it. And you cheated on me so I dont really fully trust anyone who fucked me up like you did. Oh yeah but thank you though, if it wasn't for me being so weak after we stopped talking I would have never gotten as close to TLD as I did and now im on cloud 9.
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