Alright so i am suppose to be typing this paper that kinda confuses me but i think i will do alright on it. I'm watching a movie i forgot what it is called but i have seen this one many of times wait i think its love and some other drugs, some like that. My fiance is at work and its getting too me. i already feel a little tipsy because we don't spend much time together but we also don't spend much time apart if that makes sense. We work full time and we go to school 3 days out of the week and our job never schedule us to work at the same time anymore and they also never give us says off together. They just told me that i am not allowed to be there on my days off because it detracts her. So i am in a slum. I'm broke and stressed because of school and bills and i cant do anything about it. my parents filled me on their taxes after i told them since i moved out about a month and a half after i turned 18 and before half the year was up, so knowing my parents they really wanted that deduction. that has been the main thing on my mind and i have been trying not to think about it since Toni has feelings that arent in the right place and she has been stressed so i have been trying to keep calm to help her but i dont know how i am doing it, i think it has been because of the lack of sleep and the caffeine every day and also i drink a little too much and may smoke a bit tooooo much i use too much lightly here. i just needed to talk to someone i want to talk to toni but i dont want her to worry about me. i dated all my really close friends and dumped them all because i missuses the word love with them. I love them but not in the way they loved me i loved in a friendship or family way. and i just miss having them to talk to sometimes. i only had a unconditional love for one person and now im with her.
Happy Valentines Day to you all
Im about to get ready to go out to eat. Toni is at work at the time so i will pick out her clothes and plug her flatiron in so she wont have to do much when she gets here. i am working on the final copy of the paper. i actually some what understand what i am talking about i went to the success center the other day at my school so they could look over my rough draft and she said my ideas were dead on basically i just had to reorganize some of my topics and add a little more examples and that would be perfect and some of my classmates read it and they thought it was perfect so i am feeling good about this paper. but that is all i have to say before i am late to dinner. I hope everyones day is going well.
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