What to do? What to do?

I just feel as though im just a boring person now. I used to say so much about myself but now im just that basic person. I work five days out of the week then I also have school Monday, Wednesday, and Friday's so I technically have one day off and that one day is a Tuesday which all my friends are busy or at school or work and im just stuck alone bored and feeling as though i wasted a whole day. now what the fuck is that. I want to go to Virginia so bad because i know there is so much more to do and i have family there and i have always wanted to go but Toni hates water like she doesn't want to live by water when that is my dream... Its depressing. I wouldn't want to go anywhere without her. I don't know what is holding me back when I blog but there is just so much going on right now and a lot of confusion. I just wish i had a week alone to discover myself and not worry about anything and get my thoughts together. I am dealing with issues i had last year and im still fucking up. I just need someone to talk to and maybe things will get better. Who knows...

Just To Say Hello

I wish i could stay on top of things with my blog. I didnt forget about writing or anything. I have been trying to move and work and do homework all at once. Its a bit overwhelming but i have been worse mentally. As of right now i am in my schools success center just finished my english paper and now im listening to Kid Cudi and about to do my math homework well its not really homework its me catching up and trying to be ahead kinda deal. But i will type later guys