Day of My Present Thoughts

Hello everyone. Well im going through a lot of stress lately. Our car broke down and we are in the process of moving out of this house. We pay so much to live here and can barely save to move out of this state. We decided to find a cheaper place, "still a house" but smaller. I just really want to start a family of my own. Its becoming sad how I am not worried about materialistic things now. I used to only think about the type of career I will grow old with and now im just like, I want to be happy. Money comes and goes but family is a legacy that will only just grow old with you and that will never die out or go away. I am still young and I have so much to learn about the world that I live in. But i know Illinois isnt the place for me to learn myself. I am growing as a person now. I cut my hair and now im learning how no to care what people thing and im married and im learning how to give my all to one person. I have also learned to trust and respect. My temper is calming down and I am thinking about changing what I want my career to be. I think i want to become a cop. Well i have always wanted to grow up wearing a uniform and i love being apart of a team or bond with a group of people that want the same thing. I truly believe that is my calling in this life that i live. Toni is also learning more about the things that she love to do and what makes her happy. She is sleep right now and all i can think about is my future