Weekly Post

well guys that last post was just depressing and I try not to be. But here is my day. Well yesterday I talked to Toni all night and she told me that my ex (The one that is constantly trying to be with me like every day, and was my only guy friend) is dating a girl. Her old best friends friend. and I was like oh wow that's funny. Because a few hours before she told me that he was on the phone with me so I just laughed and I don't want to bring it in the work place since I gave him a job with me. I just blocked him on everything and deleted his number. I hate liars. I didn't even care if he was with someone because I wasn't really into him I wanted him to be happy with a straight girl. but I don't believe he should be telling me things and buying me things when he has a girl. just wrong. but I am happy. I can finally just tell him to give up on me completely now and to stop cheating on his girlfriend . but im in a no labeled relationship I guess. I don't have a girlfriend. im talking to Toni and its like we are together but we are taking it slow since we know how we feel and we don't use titles much. But on Monday she came over again and we decided to wait to do anything "sexual wise" until the promise ring comes. Its been 6 years and we both have religious beliefs on the subject and last time after we had a talk and we felt bad because we said we would wait and we basically failed so yeah we are going to continue the wait. But May I am buying her a promise ring and im not the type to rush things because I usually get scared when it comes down to commitment and she does to and that's why we constantly do the no labeled thing but I know she is the only person I can be committed to without thinking about it. But other than her and Malcom (the ex who cheats on his girlfriend.. poor girl) I have been in track and thinking a lot about Military and how I really need to get on studying and I am not losing weight im gaining muscles and my bottom is getting bigger it seems like dieting seems like its doing nothing ugh but that's all about this week so far thanks for reading love you all