Flaw of the Mind

Its so confusing when you give your heart to one
but when the going gets rough that one is the one to leave first
and maybe its me
the one who is bonded to the "its meant to be"
because when it comes to choosing
my mind just get a little confusing
and I know I do it
but you know what?
what happens, happens and I'm okay with it
because I have loved before
the sad fact is that I have never been loved
not to my knowledge though
because that is something people cant seem to show
I have never been the one to go into my desperate days
because I know for a fact that everyone would be put to shame
I know my flaws
and when I open up to the point where I show them
trust me I don't expect the relationship to become dim
I will hush up before all my secrets get out
And have a few of my ex's read this and get them all excited have going to shout