Today has taught me a lot. I learned that i really suck with seeing reality
and perfectly fine with that. I know that i want everything to turn out in a positive manner when in my case 75% of my chances don't turn out that way at all. But that 25% is just enough to keep my hope alive. This is my journal, and i know many people can read along with my life but i could care less because i know im a mess. but i choose to open up to anyone who is willing to read along. So i was dating a girl whose name is Tiffany. If you read all my poems you would know i have known Tiffany for awhile now, The poem "To My Sweet Tiffany" is about this Tiffany. Anyways i feel us fading in everything starting with a friendship. Now we dont even talk during the day and today we didnt even go into a convo and that right there was her saying give up in my eyes. She wasnt busy, she had time to take pictures with her best friend (her ex) and post them on instagram but she didnt have time to say im busy to me. so that way like the final straw so now i am not even mad about it because we talked about this a while now so i have had so much time to calm down but i need to go to bed good night all my readers
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